I got over it

The issues I was having with my friends dating, I got over. I don't know how but I just dropped it. I can't bring myself to care anymore. They don't really look, I would say good together, but they look okay enough to where I can ignore it. Nothing really seems off between them, if anything they seem to be thriving. L seems to be off, so I think telling them that i would drop them, really messed her up. But in the same way she has brought me to the point of hating myself due to her past relationship, so like she can't be that upset about this situation. I know that I randomly changed my mind, but that's because there was this guy that talked to me after school yesterday. I think he was either a junior or a senior but he came up to me and started talking to me, he is known as like the highschools biggest hippie from what I've heard. But he was really chill, he somehow altered my outlook on things like relationships. He told me that he thought I was cute, weird yes, am I mad....no. I gave him my number and me and him kind of talked. I really just am mind blown that he talked to me. I've been looking at him walking around the busses and stuff where everybody else is but he hasn't really noticed me until yesterday. It was really, in all reality it was amazing. 

That's all for now 

LuckyStar Signing off