turned in a little essay for a scholarship

i feel like applying for scholarships like the elf scholarship essay was very calming for me cuz like i was going through a headache trying to settle the aftermath of dropping from classes and dealing with a financial aid issue cuz dropping all them classes affected it and im sooooooo friggin worried if i cant get anymore financial aid and like i barely even started college and im already messing up and aghhh im worried my familys gonna get real mad at me and also rn hanging onto one class that i cant withdraw from yet and aghhhhhhh college can get stressful esp since its my first time but im trying to fix up all the blocks caused by this issue, finding and sorting the perfect plan to get ahead of this and yeah i feel like the citytech 101 workshop realllyyyy messed it up cuz during that workshop week was the same week for spring 2023 classes registration and oml i couldve registered for morning or afternoon classes and found good spots and an easy start i couldve done better then before but noooo me wanna go 2 workshop LIKEEEEE that didnt helppppp AGGHHAHAHAGGGHHHHH