barely conscious enough 2 blog, GO!!!

iv been sick for a while now. a rly rly brutal cold >:[

lots of coughing but i feel like the worst is over. my ribs nd back ache frm all the HACK HACK COUGH HRHRHRHGG shit ive been up 2. medicine is good too. i thought back 2 when i had covid but thankfully this isnt anywhere as bad lol. anywayayyyaya

im getting better. thts all. i have shit to do once i get well enough 2 do anythng besides walk 2 and from the bathroom & going upstairs like twice a day. i gotta clean my birds cage and start working on my fuckin name change stuff so i can get to applying @ jobs!!!!! i wanna work @ tractor supply bc my fwiend works there and hes rly cool so i wld feel safe nd more comfy w him there instead of liek a bunch of strangers lmao.. hurhg. i h8 social shit sm. but i want dollars so uhh.....uh. yeha.

mostly im saving up 2 HOPEFUlly go see my gf sometime this yr. i rly rly want to. but nobody will fucking commission me so i have to get a real job. how come i got more comms when i was 12 and my art was shit than i do whn im 21 and actually have decent skills???? mayb i need to plug it endlessly and annoyingly. like pay me pay me pay me. by the wya. pay me. i draw furries. BUY MY SHIT. BLEASE.