#7

(Actually typed this out yesterday but didn't post it.)

Currently I'm just kinda... very scattered. I'm scattered most of the time but now it's probably worse than usual. Trying to figure out a place for me to do digital journaling that isn't private (can be shared) + some venting + being able to socialize at the same time.

A lot of things can be said about Vent app but what I think both contributed to making it a good and sucky app is the fact that you could more or less freely express some pretty unpatable, "ugly", weird parts of yourself.

Now, I've already mentioned my habit of digital journaling (or blogging) earlier. And journaling just in general tbh, whether it's digital or traditional, public or private. It's a huge part of me expressing myself and even socializing (via online journaling/blogging) probably particularly because I never truly learned how to properly socialize, despite the fact that over the years more and more I've learned to mask various symptoms and weird/unpleasant/harmful even aspects of my neurodivergence and been making a lot of effort to fit on, which sometimes resulted in me repressing myself too much, thus leading to trying to be myself and more open again and so on and so forth...

But anyway, I'm rambling. What I wanted to say is... Spacehey seems great for journaling! Not sure about socializing specifically but... journaling! Yes.

Now, what about venting? More specifically, when you feel the need to just... cry and yell and rage and whantot and be a little feral. I feel like this goes against Spacehey's etiquette but that's just my impression so far, maybe I'm wrong. I don't need to vent heavily that often but... sometimes I do. Sometimes I gotta go a little feral.

Or... discussion of sexual stuff. Not that I want to talk about it that much on here, but there's a question of issues/problems, sexual health, you know? I'm not sure how acceptable it would be to mention those things here.

There's no specific conclusion to all this, I'm just thinking out loud.