overwhelming feeling

grahh i hate having so much going on in my head. i need a minute to just relax. its so frustrating bcs i probably seem so relaxed and chill on the outside being on my comp all the time but i genuinely always have a lot on my mind... i just feel overwhelmed rn. it just feels like i need to do things and figure things out right away when i know thats never going to happen. it just sucks it just sucks it jsut sucks. if i could move out right this second i would. i even have thoughts of wishing id just get kicked out so this feeling would stop )8 it sucks. because i know that thats so much more difficult of a life. i just think in extremes half the time even when ive taken my meds