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back to feeling unsure about myself again... honest to god wishi could go with the flow more often like my boyfriend does . i applied to like 3 jobs but im afraid of the transitional period the most i think... idk how im going to manage with 2 jobs. if i even get any callbacks from anyone. we'll see. i want to just relax for now... i cant wait for this period in my life to be over
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akira
you've got this, dude <3 i know the uncertainty is scary, but i'm sure you've got this in the bag!
as someone who has done the two (up to three)-job work grind for a few years running, can confirm it's a little chaotic at the start but it gets Way Easier after the first couple of weeks-- you can find the rhythm between both your schedules and there's always more time to relax and recover than you think there will be
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I APPRECIATE THIS SO MUCH AND DEFINITELY NEEDED TO HEAR IT... ;_; IVE BEEN REALLY ANXIOUS ABOUT IT and am so glad to have someone slightly older let me know itll be okay. im in a rough spot rn when it comes to basically being on the verge of getting kicked out of my moms place and being made to feel like i definitely dont do enough... its def difficult esp for soemone with Disabilities but i appreciate your outlook so bad!
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YEAH YOUR LATE TEENS AND EARLY TWENTIES ARE JUST KIND OF A MESS AND THAT'S OKAY I PROMISE i think there's this assumption that you should have your shit together by the time you turn 18 or you're behind somehow but i promise that's not the case-- most people at 21 are still scrambling to figure out how to Adult Independently and the first few years are the most stressful. things start chilling out by your mid twenties and i have it on good authority that your thirties are pretty sexy
i'm sorry about everything with your mom and i hope you're able to resolve the housing sitch soon-- even if you don't get kicked out, it sounds like it might be nice to check out some alternative housing options anyways, if only to give yourself a little breathing room and the opportunity to live independently and gain that confidence, you know? would it be worth having a convo with your mom about the stress she's putting on you?
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SORRY IM SO FRUSTRATED I JUST WROTE OU A WHOLE ASS RESPONSE BUT ACCIDENTALLY TURNED THE PAGE BACK. i was just saying its a bit of a long story but yes trust that ive had all types of conversations with her and that none of them have really turned out well. i just feel like a burden and i want to get out of here as soon as i can but it's really difficult because i like the job im in now but theyre only giving me so many days a week. usually like 4. id ask for more hours at the job im in but theres no way because of all of the people we just hired now. im just ready for this point in my life to be over... i trust you that things will eventually work out. its jsut difficult! ive always been the oldest in my friend groups so ive never really had someone to talk to besides my parents about this kind of thing so its really cool to have access to this now on this website!! i appreciate it so much I JUST HAVE TO KEEP TRUDGING FOR NOW. ^^;; THANK YOU THOUGH SO MUCH
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