About

About (you are here!)

☆ a system of 20+; here's a guide to individual members.

☆ 29, neurodivergent, queer, white, ex-Christian

☆ collectively asexual and genderqueer, and many of us are xenogender, aro, gnc, and/or gay. check out our label collection if you're curious!
☆ traumagenic but friendly to systems of all origins, and trauma tends not to inform the way we talk about our system (although we do have trauma we talk about and properly tag)

☆ we're going to start taking requests for pronoun blinkies soon!

☆ very friendly and happy to talk to anyone about anything

☆ however. please be aware that we have mental health issues including anxiety, paranoia, and avoidant behaviors, and these inform the way we interact with people.

☆ autism, mood issues, seizures, and anxiety (the last two of which affect our ability to leave the house)
☆ a queerplatonic partner system whose spacehey account is kittyrot
☆ two self-shippers among us; Vyvian and Venn, whose F/O’s include Ford Prefect (Hitchhiker’s Guide), Arthur Dent (Hitchhiker’s Guide), the Doctor (Doctor Who, all versions), Norman Bates (Psycho), and a character we don’t post about here but refer to as the “forbidden F/O” due to the self-ship’s “"problematic”“ nature (so you may want to think twice before following us if you have DNIs about certain kinds of ships or fiction).
☆ an idiosyncratic form of Void-related psychospiritual beliefs that we call Void Watching/Worship (feel free to ask)
☆ a weed addiction from which we're half-heartedly attempting recovery
☆ a mental illness we call "the disorder" that mainly consists of intrusive thoughts. we write ""problematic"" fiction to cope with it.
☆ a great love of music; we love new wave, post-punk, goth, doom metal, stoner metal, industrial, breakcore, vaporwave, synthwave, or anything similar, and we love recommendations!

we have a lot of alters who have complex or "contradictory" identities (including mspec gays, oriented aroaces, and lesboys/turigirls) and we are pro-kink (and practice petplay). some of our members are objectum and use the word "objectophile" for themselves. we also listen to artists who are “problematic” but do not agree with their views/actions nor buy their (official) merch so we do not consider ourselves to “support” them.

we don’t associate our views with shipping and we have issues with the entire structure of the shipcourse debate. we have negative associations and experiences with both sides and cannot say that either have our full support. if you fully and sincerely identify as either side, we urge you to examine what your actual beliefs are, how those beliefs affect the real world, and why fandom is so important to you that you would express these beliefs through fandom discourse labels.

however, we are anti-censorship and anti-harassment (although we do not always apply these standards in situations involving fascism, and if your anti-censorship stance includes fascist propaganda, you are a fascist apologist and we want nothing to do with you.)

we are pro-media literacy and pro-critical thinking. we do not believe that thoughts or feelings are the same as actions, and we do not believe morality is dictated by anything other than the actions one takes in reality.

our dnf is minors, radqueers, anti-ship, anti-para, pro/neu/complex-contact (or anyone who shares spaces with them), or anyone who has a problem with anything we’ve said on this page.

minors have a limited dni: they may ask us questions/make comments/etc. about our content (as long as it doesn’t involve kink or drugs), and we may interact with them to the extent of such discussions.