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Sometimes, i dont feel like im enough.
Not always, but not never.
When i do, i forget to eat.
I forget to sleep.
I forget i need water to live.
Sometimes i dont feel like im enough.
It isnt always, but it isnt never.
When i do, the scars on my heart grow bigger.
So does the ones on my arms.
On my legs.
Sometimes i dont feel like im enough.
It doesnt last forever, but my brain thinks it does.
So do my family.
So do my friends.
Sometimes, only sometimes, im not enough.
Not for others, however,
I find im not enough for myself.
If im not good for myself, im not good for others.
For my family, for my brothers.
Sometimes, only sometimes, i find i am enough.
Enough for others,
Enough for myself,
Enough to live on and help.
Sometimes, i feel i dont deserve to live.
It isnt always, but it isnt never.
When i think like this, i need help to get out if it.
Help from my friends, help from my family.
See, it isnt always when i feel this way.
It doesnt always last as long as i thought.
The pain doesnt stay as long as i remember.
But when i say "It isnt always, but i isnt never." , Its true.
It wasnt always,
It wasnt ever.
It wasnt good, no it wasnt better,
But it ended.
Im away from the tether.
Sometimes, only sometimes, i dont feel like im enough.
But thats okay,
it doesnt always last forever.
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