not even shopping can make me feel better </3

i am running out of coping skills over hereeeee :(

shopping is no longer making me happy </3 like what am i supposed to do now??? i'm getting tired of svu, i can't focus on twilight, i'm soooo stressed out about the smallest school things. i'm out of hot chocolate mix, we only have wheat flower to make pancakes. i'm getting sick of cereal and it's going to run out soon.

i think it's time to attempt to rewatch the amazing world of gumball again. i always get frustrated that i kinda remember episodes but i'm just gonna have to get through it cause i need a coping strategy and that show is the definition of coping :) /pos

i just want someone to reach out and ask if i'm okay :/

it feels like not a lot of ppl do that. i'm very tired. the worst part is even if ppl do reach out i won't tell them anything because i don't trust them. i am so tired of being me it's unreal.

song rec!!!! staring at the sun by tv on the radio :3 it's good to listen to when you're sad like just sad. there's other songs to listen to when you're just in a mood but this song is for that consuming sadness y'know. idk how to say it.

i want to go thrift shopping by myself. i want to be able to drive. woah side note but my 2000s playlist put together by spotify made up of all the 2000s songs i listen to is so good holy shit.

i'm gonna be okay. it's okay. everything is okay