introduction post?????????

hypothetically there are people reading my posts now, strangers reading my diary. i refuse to alter my feelings or my writing for others. this is a diary. i am not writing For you. i am expressing myself and you are a guest here. now that i've properly scared you away, here's some information about me.

my name is clementine (clem for short) (裴爱琳). i'm 18 years old. i have three older brothers. i'm a student. i'm an artist. i hate introductions. i love color. my worst enemy is beige and boredom. when i do my laundry, i like to listen to music and draw and drink a matcha latte and feel like the most interesting person in the laundromat. i am deaf. i am autistic. i've been trying to read more but i have a hard time with it. i've been told i'm very sweet and kind on the surface but when you get to know me i have no qualms being aggressive if it's warranted. my favorite shirt is a men's extra-large, a women's extra-small fits my body most accurately. in terms of gender, i'm kind of just a girl who's a guy who's a girl. you know? my favorite style of dance is hip hop because i'm not a fucking narc and i like choreographing to pop girlies. i'm asexual. i've never had a pet. i will post in english but i know english, asl, chinese, and chinese sign language. i've been considering learning spanish. i can't stand the taste or smell of mint. 

if you have a question about me, you should ask it. i may answer! intrigue! 

to be honest, i am not a fan of telling you all this. you don't need to know this. i'm fine disclosing my innermost feelings as pretentiously as i can, but basic information about me feels too personal. this feels like learning your hookup's middle name. this was a test, if you were paying attention to my introduction you'd know i'm asexual and therefore have no desire to hook up with anyone ever, let alone have a hookup then learn their middle name. if i am ever in that situation, something has gone terribly wrong. 

tomorrow (or whenever i feel like it) we will get back to my regular scheduled content of being the way that i am.