my so called semi-charmed life

"when im with you i feel like i could die and that would be alright"

I feel this in a way, when im with someone i love it would be ok if i died because im there with them and thats all id want. itd be alright 

idk . just like a lyric that lingers in my mind. the more i listen to this song the more melancholy i feel. now that the lyrics are just synced into my brain and theyre more relatable than ever, minus the doing meth part. 

"and i wish i could get back there, someplace back there smiling in the pictures you would take 

how do i get back there to the place where i fell asleep inside you how do i get back myself back to the place where you said...."

sigh 

Obviously like i knowww this song is mainly about them doing a bunch of crystal so that they could make that album because they had a deadline.... right? But im going thru something rn in my life where this song has a different meaning to me lol ;p just going to pretend