air supply / Dark Blue Waters

my mind is clean, crystal clear, open like the never ending waters.

for the longest i felt like i was drowning, i felt heavy, hopeless, small, helpless

i thought the water was my enemy but it turns out to be my friend

i dont feel like drowning anymore

i dont feel smothered anymore

i feel free

im floating

im at peace

the fear of drowning is still there

but im at peace

i escaped the deep blue sea

i survived many torments, whirlwinds and storms

i can breathe now

i can finally breathe

im uncomfortable for how peaceful it is in this white head space

but thats only part of the journey

now all i need is to allow myself to heal and to be true to where i wanna be

just keep floating

it takes awhile to learn how to swim

it takes awhile to learn to remain afloat in this terrible dark ocean 

full of dark mysterious creatures awaiting for our appearance

but you'll learn

you'll survive

just like you always did.

you are free, now embrace it before the cyclone comes again