paranoia

my paranoia always fucks with me and usually thats a bad thing (cuz of seein weird shadows, bringing unessary things with me just incase,hearing odd noises, etc) but it litterally helped me so much 2 day. Im always paranoid that my clothes will rip so i bring a sewing kit w me everywhere and 2day at skewl my pants ripped and u could see my fucking ass. Thankfully  i was able 2 sew it in the bathroom. Only bad thing iz that they were my favorite pants and because i was in the bathroom so long the teacher thought i was smoking. Ill probably just make my pants into crust pants now.