Today is my mom's birthday and I forgot, I only know because I overheard it. My dad was okay today, if could've been better, it could've been worse. Some people in my life are making me sad but I'm doing what's best for me. No one seems to appreciate of care about me but that's okay, if I have nothing I still have myself. I appreciate the world and how it is. I want to go outside but I can't because of certain circumstances.... I just want to lay in the grass.