filling a quota

first semester had ended. i now sit in a british themed (i wish i was kidding) airbnb, where i will sit for a month. im back to being in an in-between. 

i know i deserve a break, i was working for almost four months straight, but it feels like a waste of time. im just existing to exist now. 

idk, it's nice to be able to read and watch movies again. trying to use this time as a biiiiigggg build up of research so i can actually make art come the new semester. 

its weird having to make a bunch of art all at once but not being able to take in much information or media or thoughts or anything in order to inspire the thing. except for my finals because we got a month but . idkkkkk

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