Weirdly uncomfortable

Went to this Christmas party from work with all my colleagues , it was okay, the vibe was weird but they gave me a present!!! So nice of them!! 😵‍💫

Vallah yall, next week is gonna be the worst week of this year, I have so many exams coming up and a volleyball event…I dont even play volleyball but its for school so no worries. And all the projects I still need to finish up..my teacher was angry at me today because on friday I stayed home and my partner for the project was all alone. She was like „you left him all alone!” And I was so confused? I was sick on friday, I was so tired of this apprentice job and had crazy headache, I was literally not able to stand up 😟😟 

Anyway, on my last blog I told yall about, how I want to quit smoking, and heres the journey so far: it was crazy, because sometimes I had this urge to smoke a cigarette so I can be chill, and I was scared if this is a sign of addiction..but today I gave my cigs to my friend. „And what about snus instead“ never ever will yall see me with a snus in my mouth, that shit doesnt only look disgusting, but I feel like it doesnt have many positive aspects, just like smoking. But this is just my opinion, dont feel personally attacked by my snus-hate, I grew up in a village where everyone took snus.

The week is almost over and my birthday is coming up, not much excitement tho, stress in school and mental health stopped me from being excited, but whatever, nice little party and we go on. 

Its 2 am in the city I guess, going to sleep xx 

Ajola/17.12.2022