12/12/22 Update

i haven't been active for a while because of a wrist injury and it hurt to type but I'm updating because I'm really worried about where my life is headed. Everything is so scary. I'm going to refer to this guy as a "stranger" and be very vague but I'm worried that since the person he's dating that looks like me and has a similar name that's trying to break up with him... I'm worried that when they do he'll do something to me I'm really worried. I'm worried about my entire family and not just because of that. I don't fear him hurting my family even though with the sequence of how I'm writing this blog that's how it sounds. I'm worried about my family because of health issues, physical and mental. I'm worried about my cousins, I am so worried about them. I don't know where they are. Children aren't cared for in this family. I wish they were but I couldn't say they were twenty years ago and they aren't now. what's going on with my poor cousins is just the result of child neglect. I want say anything for certain about their state but I do know one thing and it's it something happened to them it would do a lot to me.... children need to be protected and just thinking about this is making me sad so I'll end the blog here. I hope everyone around me makes a positive turn and that the kids are safe. I hope that I get to safety and stability and I hope that his partner gets away from him. I hope that everyone in my family heals mentally and physically. Those are my wishes. I hope they're granted.