i fell in love

i fell in love this year, and i can't touch him, i can't even tell him, it would be a sin, it would carry in my heart like deadweight, it would be terrible and i don't want to bear the burden of such a thing, it will be kept secret i shall swear it

but he has a bright smile and even brighter eyes, and i cannot lie i have fantasized of what it would be like to be with him, if the time were right, but he already has an established life

i cannot get in the way, i don't want to. i will keep this in my heart, private and unspoken, but i have fallen in love, and i know it, although my heart will be broken

it is the way things are, they way they are meant to be, love is not always perfect and pretty, but i have fallen in love, and he makes my heart explode, but it will all evaporate in woe

oh, i fell in love... or maybe i'm just a silly drunk