"When life is boring, life is good"

October was a really good month for me. So much happened I forgot what it was like to have shit going on, but over time it started getting boring again. I was pretty happy consistently throughout the whole month, my depressive episode was still going on strong though, but this time around it didn't affect me as much. Maybe I'm getting used to it. Anyways, once things started going back to normal, I started feeling bored again. Usually, I'd be going crazy and feel annoyed and wonder why I never get my main character moment. But I think I'm okay with life being boring. I remembered a quote I saw from this one Instagram person who said "when life is boring, life is good." I first thought it was stupid since the only time I ever really enjoy life is when I was busy and had so many things going for me, but now nothing happens to me, and I think I'm starting to be okay with that. I'm sure at some point I'll start wishing for an interesting life and feel the need to go out more, but ever since my long depressive episode of me feeling hopeless and suicidal, I think I'm okay with life being boring.