Extreme social anxiety

Dealing with extreme social anxiety is really a toughie.

At school last week, I almost threw up in my mouth because someone asked for an eraser. That’s embarrassing as shit and it makes life very hard. I have 2 irl friends and one of them isn’t around often. 

The most social interaction I have (outside of aforementioned friends and my family) is when teachers talk to me and that’s at a small minimum. It doesn’t help that I don’t go out anywhere, only really to the mall’s arcade to play DDR by myself. I used to like to explore a lot but now I’m worried someone will try and talk to me. My parents are also pressuring me to get my license finally but that’s feeling like a novel task as well. 

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