Subtexts

I'm really sick. Its not just me, it was never just me. I feel bad for myself. I think they feel bad for me too. I don't care that I do. I hate that they do. Why do they think they have the right to pity me? Idiots, mindless idiots. Although, I think I'm the bigger idiot in the end. I'm the idiot for not being able to change my fate. I deserve to die.