10/06/22, 13:20

i made it to college. ive been complimented, i feel prettier, ive made friends. i like it here. i dont really miss home, but i do miss my cat. today has been weird. ive been feeling... choked up? like you know the instrumental to mary by alex g? slow it down a little and thats how i feel. almost like a feeling of dread. like i should be at the ocean, when its foggy or raining a little, and everything is grey. i just want to watch the waves crash into rocks, and i want to feel the pebbles and sand dig into my skin. i want this lump in my lungs and throat to clear up. maybe i just need to cry.