how are things

i've been in college almost a month now. my last entry was a private one, set to only me. it's been a while since i've said anything. i'm rarely alone to do any saying. that's my own fault. my life has been completely restructured, with the new foundation simultaneously stable and highly precarious. sometimes i feel like i'm walking on eggshells. when it's good it's the best i've ever felt. my presentation has never mattered more or less ever in my life. people will see me as i please, but there are caveats i never before considered. collaboration is becoming my best friend as well as my enemy.

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