Today

So like today was really odd. I'm going to a concert tomorrow for nascar aloe and I asked my mom if I would be able to get some cash to get the merch that he might have at the concert and she told me no because she wouldn't have cash until Monday. Like okay I get that and I'm not mad at all. So then I go to ask my aunt who gave us 200 dollars cash for the korn concert and she said no, we don't have the money. Like okay I get that but where did she get the 200 and the money to go and buy the useless shit she got from Walmart today? I know I'm being a brat rn but in the same way....I'm really confused on where she got that 200. But yeah that wasn't the only weird thing, I've noticed that my moms getting really jealous of me and my uncle and the way that me and him are constantly hanging out and talking about shit. I know why she's getting that way though, because I don't talk to her at all and when I do it's really short and to the point. Also I think she's starting to get suspicious about me moving out even though I haven't said anything around her or to anyone that talks to her about it. Like when my uncle moves out, I'm going with him. She doesn't know that but I feel like she knows something is up and she can't stop what's happening so she's scrabbling to find something to do to get me to love her more. Because now when she goes to the store, she always buys me something or asks me if I need or want anything. I don't know. I don't hate my mom but in the same way I don't love her. I'm mid about my mom. She's always been really abusive and mean to me so yeah. But today I've just been sitting around doing nothing tbh. Idk why, it just felt like a day to do nothing.