09/10/22, 00:10

have you ever wanted to be loved so badly you ache? sometimes, as i drift off to sleep, i pretend someone loves me. loves me so much they can tell when im not really there, their body heat is the same as mine. someone you could be ok without, but you'd never really want that. someone that it hurts so much when they leave, but they never will. i think it would be lovely, and sad. of course i want someone to hold me and to laugh with and spend idle hours with. but, i also want someone to scream at, they scream back, somebody to cry with and over. its a troublesome thing, love.`