start of new journey

so i’ve known for a while that im the type of person who attached themselves onto someone and consumes their interests. not a good habit to have because i’ve never really known who i am when i’m not in the presence of someone else who’s influencing my current personality. embarrassed that i needed someone i care about to push me to this point but glad that it’s finally happening. i want to find who i am. i can’t wait for the day where i can healthily surround myself with people and be my authentic self. i’m scared to be alone but i know it’s necessary right now.