once again blogging!

So, first up, Spacehey news! I'm back baby!! i took a week off for reasons ill get into in a moment, but yeah, its great to be back! I didnt actually like, leave on purpose.... mostly forgot to keep checking in haha. but yeah its greaaat to be back! ive missed you all <3. And I'm meeting more new people again! having some wonderful conversations in instant messages on here haha. Thats a tip of advice for those of you who arnt using it as much and wanna feel more connected with your spacehey friends: send people IMs! reach out to them and say hello! if you dont wanna make the first move, make a bulletin asking anyone you are friends with to reach out to you. Or hell, friend me if you havnt yet! ill send you an IM if I have the chance :). Oh, and I reached 1300 friends! fuck yeah baby! its great to be hitting these milestones now that I'm back in business. 

So some personal life! what have I been doing for a week? well, ive been at home lazing around of course! the explaination is, that last Wednesday my brother and parents left to bring my bro down to Virginia (i live in the northeast) to take him to college, and I've been home with my grandmother who came over to keep me company. Ive been religiously playing Stardew Valley (more on that in the next segment) to keep myself busy... as well as procrastinating the heaps of summer work that I really should be working on.... well, ill do it this week haha (i lie to myself yet again). Anyways, I miss my brother a little for sure. My parents returned on Sunday, but the house does feel a little different without him home. We wernt as close, and for the last couple months hes been out and not as present anyways, but in spirit I can tell that he's gone and thats a little meloncholy. We connected a little more when he left, so hopefully he'll stay in touch. 

Stardew Valley is my new obsession. Thats the reason I wasnt on spacehey, because Ive been hooked. Like, its a bit of a problem. I'm almost at 100 hours and its been one fucking week. holy shit, i have ISSUES ahahaha. Well, i didnt really have a lot of other things to do, and I hung out with my grandma and just kept playing. My farm is doing really well, I ended up marrying Haley (shes cute and called me cute so I fell for her dont judge) although Sebastien was a close second for marrying. I just recently completed my community center in the spring of the 3rd year, maxed out all my skills except Fishing, and am almost at 2 million total sales! I make 10k a day, and have gone for the artisan route of profiting mainly through Wine, Cheese, and Mayonnaise. its making me BANK baby! i played my first game of stardew valley focused on the farm, but the second and current playthrough I tried to go more well-rounded, fishing and mining and talking to more villagers. And I'm prospering! its great :). But Im gonna give the game a little rest, Ive been playing it way too much and I need to take a break. 

So, I've officially came out to both of my parents. I've been queer questioning for almost 2 years, but finally have come to a point with myself where I'm comfortably Bisexual. Well, online I've been playing around with the labels Bisexual and Pansexual, but only in the last few months have I officialized that for myself internally. So, I told the parents. First Mom, and that went well. She was very accepting, and respectfully wanted to know a lot more, which I was happy to share with. I knew they would be accepting, they are pretty liberal and pro-LGBTQ. Then today I told Dad, and he was more reserved but understood and was accepting as well. They both gave me hugs, which was nice. I love them both, and I know that I've been leaving signs about being bi for the last year, and it wasnt a huge surprise, which is a good thing. I didnt want coming out to be a huge deal, I wanted it to be a smaller scale thing that didnt affect my life and connections that much, because as a person I havent actually changed, just come to understand myself and identity in a different way. Im really glad that I was able to, and thankful that my family (immediate family) is so accepting. Lets see when the holiday season rolls around if I decide to come out to the extended fam! Honestly, I might, because another cousin of mine is queer and I kinda wanna come out first so that she could feel safer to come out. 

And thats about it for now! I'll be doing a lot of summer work and trying to meet up with some IRLs, but otherwise Im doing alright! a little bit depressed despite the talkative energy in this post, but Im just excited rn to be writing and not actually happy in general. Im lonely as fuck haha. But im trying to fix that! maybe Ill talk more about that in a later post. Anyways, if you liked this, drop a kudos perhaps, and if you want take a look at my other blog posts! i like to do this sorta thing weekly or near weekly, so if thats your jam subscribe to my blog :). Either way, thanks for reading, no pressure, and I hope yall have a great day!