08/25/22, 2:33

i havent been on here in a long time! i have been busy, preparing for college and working. lately, i have been criticizing my body more. thinking, 'oh, i just need a thigh gap' or 'i wish i had a flatter chest.' for what? to be prettier? are the freckles around my eyes not pretty enough? is the green that meshes with the brown in my eyes not bright enough? it is easy to be foolish. as i sit alone, i assure myself. my skin is soft, and easy to hold. my shoulders are gentle, rounded, a place for heads to rest. my back is freckled, pasty skin lined up against golden skin. the sun shines on me the same.