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Heya! Dio here, for some more blogging for you. Enjoy!


So, Spacehey news. Just passed 1234 friends, nice haha. Otherwise, ive noticed ive been a little less active on Spacehey in the last couple days. Not really for any reason, but I guess I wanna come back and do more stuff on here and meet more people. so ill be more active! or try to atleast.

wooo, heres something I wanna talk about: just lost a friend! finally, finally she cut it off, after a while of deliberating on the behalf of both of us about staying friends or whatever, its over. This is my first ex, an ex best friend, someone who used to be really close to me. I mean, she’s cheated on me, we’ve became friends again, i got kicked out of the friendgroup soon after for no reason… i mean ive talked about this all before. But today, i discovered that all of the ties to my last 2 years of progress in my social sphere has been sliced cleanly. She was the last part of my efforts, the last of the people who i had become close to and hadnt yet ghosted me. but alas, she finally blocked me on all platforms. Our last interaction was a week ago, where we an arguement about my character and she called me a “nice guy” (the internet slang not literal meaning) cuz she thinks im dramatic and idek. shes kinda just been distant and a bit of a prick in our interactions, leaving hints about leaving. damn, but thats it huh. what a silent way to loose someone. and funny enough, ill probably be seeing her a lot in class next year. sigh, ill just pretend I dont know her, she’ll be doing that to me anyways. its a bit disappointing, a bit freeing, but overall a little bit of a meloncholy moment. this day marks the end of an era for me, a complicated era of social dynamics and some happiness, some jealousy, some discontempt. i know deep down that all of this is a chance to remake myself, but hah, when isnt my life offering me a chance to remake myself. I wanna settle down, find a group of consistent friends, be happy with them and grow close. oh well, lets see what the rest of this year has in store for me.

still dating, which is going well! i really like my gf, shes great company. its a long distance thing which is hard sometimes, but we are managing. these last 2 times dating have been long distance things, so thats interesting I guess. Im getting alright at doing it i think? i mean, ive only had a couple months of experience, but its pleasant for sure. I like being intimate with someone, and although id prefer to have that with someone irl, ill settle and be fine with having it with someone online. Id rather have a healthy online relationship than a toxic one irl afterall. 

Playing Binding of Isaac 4 Souls with my friends a lot! its a card game based on the video game The Binding of Isaac and it fucking slaps. Ive never played Magic the Gathering, but ive been told it has some similarities to that game too. As far as videogames, im playing a lot of Atomicrops, Risk of Rain 2, and trying out some Doom Eternal, although im shit at it and probably will refund it. Might get back into Stardew Valley if i have fun with it… but im not really having fun with it tbh. And Enter the Gungeon is still great! …procrastinating going for all achievements in Hollow Knight, even tho i have yet to do that still too. 

Summer is going fine, i guess. its a boring part of the summer, where it isnt over yet and you are trying to not do your required summerwork but dreading it. God, i hate the summerwork they give us. even tho we are in the advanced program, its fucking bullshit because its just so goddamn much. 2 essays and a packet in spanish, 2 essays and 2 books in english, a packet and probably more in chem, a packet for algebra 2, maybe some history too if im unlucky. God, its so much, and im dreading it even tho putting it off wont help and instead hinder. thus is the life of a procrastinator. Besides summer work, i got Driver’s ED next week, which is driving classes to prepare me for my Driver’s Permit test in fall. Im gonna be taking my first steps down the road of getting my driver’s license, and im excited!! 

So yeah, thats about it with me. Hope yall are doing well! take care till next time <3


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