I'm mad

I'm really mad and upset right now. Yesterday I asked my mom if I can go out with my friends to Malibu tomorrow, she said if I did everything I was asked today she'd think about it. This already made me mad for two reasons. One, I never go out especially with my friends. I haven't seen in my friends since last month, and it's literally summer so I feel like I should be seeing my friends more. And two, I'm literally 18. I'm not trying to say that I'm grown or whatever, but why do I have to keep asking permission for things? It's annoying. But I decided to ignore that and just do what I was told, and my mom took advantage of that. I did so much today, just for her to say I can't go at the end. I'm so fucking pissed right now. I'm tired of living with my mom.