I AM IN LOVE AAAA ILY ILY ILY ILY ILY ILY

He has the best green eyes, He has this disgusting hair color, and matches it by wearing orange hoodies and these stupid little pants with these dumb drawings all over them. over the past few months he's been having the weirdest haircuts, first it was long hair, then really short hair, and this stuffy messy bed head hair.

He's the best person ever, he makes the funniest conversations and never makes situations awkward. He understands me, and my troubles, we both come from troubled homes and like magnets we just connected. I want to be around him all the time, he just has this positive energy and makes me feel so happy.

I really do feel like I am in love with this guy.

I am demisexual, I first thought I was asexual cause I never really felt an attraction to anybody. But he was the one that got close to me enough for me to actually feel something I felt like I was missing my whole life, I want to be around him all the time now!

He's really goofy, and has an amazing personality, he hates big crowds and usually hangs around small groups of 3-6 people. He has a bunch of siblings, and one of them are friends with me too. He has asthma, and we joke abt it a lot. He is just the perfect person.

He helped me in my darkest moments this year, when I ran away and when I almost went back to my lowest mental state. Even small things reminded me why I get up and take care of myself instead of staying in bed and never moving.

I look forward to our small talks, and Little drawings we pass eachother in class. Sad it's summer break though.

I really want to confess to him.