CW: negative vent post
I've just applied to a few lower-paying jobs on Indeed because I am absolutely at myΒ FUCKINGΒ limit with the dogshit company that I've been slaving away at for nearly 2 years. IΒ reallyΒ hope I get a call back, or an email or SOMETHING because I am legitimately on the verge of a full-blown breakdown. I'm okay with losing my financial stability in exchange for the opportunity to be myself again. Money is worthless if I am miserable and exhausted 24/7. I've literally lost touch with friends because I've become an empty shell of the likeable person I used to be. Even my relationship with my fiancΓ© has suffered due to my constant exhaustion. Too exhausted for sex or going on dates. Too exhausted to message my friends and send letters on the holidays. Too exhausted to cook proper dinners and take care of the home. Too exhausted to live.
It takes every bit of self-control for me to refrain from telling my boss to go FUCK himself with the sharp end of a hatchet.
July 14, 2022 | 8:42 PM PST
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