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Somethimes I feel like I'm not doing enough.

I feel like I'm wasting my time here and like I'm totally useless. I always thought that I was smart, yet in this year in school I started thinking otherwise.

My grades went down, my parents started getting angry at me even more, also taking their stress and anger out on me, I lost a lot of friends, even through I feel like I didn't need them at all.

I feel fucking horibble really often.

I started smoking, I cuss more often, I don't read that much anymore, I stopped taking care if myself like I used to.

I really wonder, were is that smart girl that was always able to stand up for herself?

It's so pathetic when someone at school is making fun of my nationality, looks, or the way I talk and I can't even say anything because the second I open my mouth I want to cry.

I feel so pathetic and dumb almost all the time.

I just want to go back to being my old self.

To be able to study normally.

To be able to sleep normally.

To be able to look normal.

I just can't take it anymore.

My life is a fucking joke

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