some blogging

Hey, hi, hello. I’m Dio, pleasure to meet you. Tired, lonely teen trying to make ends meet. Im almost at 600 friends, hopefully by the end of the day! Im not sure if i wanna do anything cool for that, but we’ll see.

Today is my last real school day, cuz for me next week is finals. Im a little nervous, but eh ill manage. I have some projects to finish up over the weekend, but otherwise ill be fine. its going to be like, 3 tests/presentations per day. Lots of work, but hopefully ill feel more ready over the weekend. 

As far as being active here on Spacehey, ive been a little less active. Unlike some other people im planning on still being active over summer break, and hopefully more active in the coming days + weeks. gonna make more bulletins and some blogs probably. Stay tuned for that if thats your speed!

Socially, not doing so hot. Ive lost my last friend group and im not really in any groups rn. I still have a few friends here and there, but we dont really talk that much. My last best friend, we talk occasionally but sometimes i feel a little disconnected from her cuz we arnt in the same friend group. I miss hanging out with people and doing things, im hopefully going to get to play cards more with some older friends this summer, and maybe make some more while i look for a job.

Yeah, i really want to get a job. Because of some age requirements I cant apply for this summercamp councilor job that i want until next year, but im being a councilor in training like last summer in preparation . im gonna try to get a job in the meantime, maybe at a supermarket or something. money is tight, and in this economy i find myself scraping dollars together (for personal use ofc, my family is decently well of im not complaining). Fuck inflation man, it really sucks for teens. 

Romantically, not really doing well. I miss my ex pretty bad. I couldnt really cut her off from my life, so we are still close, sorta. God, i miss her a lot. Its shitty, and i do wanna move on. Im not really in a good place for dating (im a bit of a mess rn) but i want to anyways i guess. Not sure if ill actually find anyone this summer who wants to, but hell who knows. A friend of mine offered to introduce me to some people, and i might take her up on it. Im a little picky with my partners tho, so id really have to like the person to wanna date. I dont expect life to do me any favors, so probably nothing exciting in that regard.

My brother has been hanging around the house for a couple weeks now, and going out with his friends while im in school. See, since he was a senior he got to graduate and end school before me, so he’s living up his best summer life. im curious if he’s going to finally date this summer although i doubt it. 

Im pretty tired, so thats all for today. not a lot interesting to talk about for me… ill keep yall posted. stay in touch, if anyone wants to talk n keep me company id appreciate it! see ya

-Dio