Blasé blasé

It’s like soon as I fix one thing something else goes to shit. I’m extremely frustrated. I just want the simple things. I just want to get and stay on my feet. I’m working and I currently am making the most money I’ve ever made. I want to knock off more goals. I’m ready for this overtime pay. I’m ready to have things for myself and actually enjoy them. Tired of the ups and downs dealing with everything outside myself. I just wanna do what’s best for me but it seems like every time I take a step in the right direction, something outside of my control messes up everything and I’m back to square one. I crave consistency whatever it is. I’m the type to always adjust just want to relax and enjoy the fruits on my labor