AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGHHHH

 well, i failed on the studying ugh, tommorrow i swear to god i will do this i swear, i will just tell him i'm working and i'm not allowed my phone at work so i can get studying done, i cannot be distracted by a boy! even if i love this boy will al my heart and he is the kindest person ever and is honestly making me feel like a better person in general, the short answer is no! i will not fail my exams because my darling messaged me! i know what i will do, i'm probs gonna wake up at around 10 maybe?  tell him "hey love, i have to go to work today! just for a couple of hours and when i get home first thing i will do is message you! " but i think i'm gonna wake up at 7 and text him for a bit then say this at 8... go back to sleep for 30 mins then wake up and boom! hit the ground running, do my history and all! i seriously love him so much though... honestly i do he is so kind and nice, i don't deserve him honestly...  but still i love him :) today though it was unrpoductive, it was good, i got to talk to him :)