SHITTY FRIEND ALERT!!! longish vent blog

okay so me and this person (ill call them tracy in case they find this lolol) have been friends for like 6 years and we have the same mutual best friends (ill call them elle and bee for this post). So i have another friend called fred and me and him have been friends for literally half of my life!! so i thought it would be cool to introduce him to my friends! elle had already met fred a few times bc me and elle were toghether like 247 in secondary school timez and its been like 4 years since me and fred had met up so i thought it would be nice to introduce him to a new friend (tracy)

now lemme tell you the SECOND fred sat down with me elle and tracy, tracy started acting different... totally had their pick me moment... tracy was ALWAYS mean to me and elle like they would always call us un fit and say that were fat even tho both me and elle have EDs which tracy was aware of. tracy just always made me hate myself and become super insecure. for the first time in my life i dont hate my body but they would always make me feel bad about it. but anywayz... they were never mean to fred not even playfully yk. and me and fred always playful flirt like it doesnt mean anything but weve always been playful like that with each other. we were sitting in my back yard and fred was giving me a back massage bc he said he was good at them and i said i would test him. but tracy just sat inside away from all us. then tracy texts me saying "do you have a crush on fred" so obviously i KNEW they were only asking this bc they wanted to see if he was available. but i said no i dont have a crush on him and then suddenly they were happy again and came up to socialize with us all. 

we got onto a convo about our ideal types and fred said he liked thicc or chubby girls which is my body type and not at all like tracy's.. this ofc made them jealous again!!!!!!! 

forward a few weeks to my bday party and tracy is acting super possessive over fred to the point where its uncomfortable and everyone feels awkward being around them. they made out at my party and fred said to me the next day that he wasnt really comfortable going away from the party to make out with someone and he apologised to me and said that he doesnt even really like tracy.. he was just drunk and someone wanted to kiss him. 

now this kiss is where tracys real OBSESSION starts. tracy didnt know i knew about the kiss but i wanted to play them a lil bit for how shitty they had made me feel about my body and stuff. so i naturally bought up the fact that fred has had a crush on me before... one of his school friends told me when we were like 11 and then he told elle when i was 14 and elle had told me. tracy got really visibly mad over this and was like "well you are his type but i actually made out with him. And he said all these lovely things about me like how cute i am and how i act is really attrative to him" i acted shocked as if i didnt know and just let it go. later that day fred was messaging me and he told me that tracy has been fishing for compliments off of him... like saying stuff to him like "what do you like about me? do you think im pretty?" and he said it was so awkward and he just felt pressured to compliment them. 

elle sent a picture of me and her to the gc (which has me, elle, bee and tracy in it) and there was a blur of fred in the background and tracy saved the pic so jokingly i said "wow am i really sexi enough for you to save that pic of me" and they straight up replied "fred is in the pic" so red flags and sirrens are running in my head so i was like "hey thats kinda weird youve only known him for two days???? maybe cool it down" and they just started spamming me with shit like "i have fantisies about him" at this point i knew i had to get tracy to chill the fawk out or theyre just gonna get hurt so i said "hey i dont wanna tell you this but fred really needs to talk about this with you bc youre both going down very different paths... he doesnt exactly like you that way" then they left the gc and and deleted all their chats. i checked their twt and they had posted SH cuts and art made out of their blood... i told fred about how obsessive they were being and he told me how weird it was. !also tracy is in an open relationship which fred didnt know about and when i told him he said that it made him feel dirty bc while they have an open relationship fred wasnt into that it felt like cheating! 

basically tracy is now making me feel like an asshole for breaking off my friendship with them bc honestly this was my final straw. between insulting my body and making one of my life long friends uncomfortable and worried to see tracy again i had just had enough. but tracy is making it seem like i stopped being friends with them so i could have fred to myself but I KNOW IM NOT THE ASSHOLE IN THIS SITUATION THEY JUST TOOK EVERYTHING OUT OF HAND.

soz i REALLY needed to vent this situation its been STRESSING ME OUT!!!!111!!!!