My loves

So I have a crush on the person I'm dating right? And then this kid that's in my 2nd period and my 6th period. My partner is kind of aware that I like someone else but they say it doesn't matter depending on who it is. Like it doesn't really, you can't control me and who I am friends with as well as who I am able to like, that's not really how any of this works. You get one not both. But the other kid I like, he's not very cute but omg he is so sweet and me and him have the exact same interests. But like my partner and I we talk about out interests and tbh I don't feel a huge connection anymore, I still love them with all my heart. But I don't know why they seem so distant. it makes no sense. I shall find out soon.