don't say what i think you think you want to say

everyone has lovers everywhere. in every space and every corner and in every intention. in a room with 30 people or 5 or 1. they are silent and expressive and sometimes very sneaky. sometimes its all about a 4 second look that says we are here and you are something to me. even if that something is hate. we're all lovers in all universes. its not all about holding your hand because sometimes i'm holding your gaze. you're this and you're that. she's not good for you and you know it. inevitable? sure, if we go back the decade. between you and me, not even then. and alright i'll admit it, insomnia isn't the only thing that keeps me up at night. its the weirdness of everything i've ever done that really doesn't let me sleep. i could've lived near the beach if i really pushed for it. done everything differently. everyone has lovers everywhere but we don't know what to do about it when most of us don't even know about it.