05/07/22, 23:14

tonight, i went out with friends. we got ice cream, and sat in the bed of a trunk, and just talked. i had to go home after that, and it was lonely. i wish i had been able to stay longer. i wouldve liked to be a passenger in someones car, with an open sunroof, and i wouldve liked to stick my head out of the roof until my nose turned red from the cold wind. i want to feel my hair flying back, to feel harsh cold against my face, and to feel calm from it all. instead, i lay tired in my bed.