05/02/22, 23:03

sometimes he makes me so infuriated. i say im scared. he says it wont happen. he says to think about it rationally, how theyre a vocal minority, how the riots would prevent them from doing this. he refuses to let me be scared. he refuses to understand WHY im scared. once, i would like him to let me be scared, to comfort me, to say hes sorry. my blood boils and i want to yell at him, want to insult him. i get upset too easily. he makes me so tired.