Warrior cats - Hated to be useless chapter 4

(Peachkit’s pov)

I felt a bit weirder,when Fernbee got his name and that she-cat who saved me also came to my mind thinking about that ‘is she alive or not?’

But i shouldn’t focused on that right now…I should focus about my future. There was a cat that made me felt annoyed, all they want warriors not medicine cats:

“Why are you looking at me you soft cat?!” The cat came near to me was our Clan’s leader, Deerstar. In my opinion on her, it’s just i hate her so much! She always brings clans trouble and many other things. This is why i hate her so much. The another brown cat came near to her:

“Oh Deerstar, Our warriors finished the patrols. I’m here to say results.” That brown cat was the clan’s deputy. Treecloud, also Berrymuzzle’s mate. I don’t know why she choosed that cat…He seems quiet but at least he’s better  than Deerstar.

“That’s great. Thanks,” Deerstar talked to Treecloud. I mumbled something, Deerstar  left me with narrowed eyes just looking at me. I felt i did something wrong... I closed my eyes with a sigh, Then a huge mossball hit my belly.

“Woah-” I squeaked, I saw Leopardkit and walked towards to me with saying:

“Sorry Peachkit! Is your belly alright?” Leopardkit came near to me, i felt my cheeks red because her face was close to mine. My fur come as spiky from this akward reason.

“Huh? Peachkit? Why are you blushing?” She asked to me… Can’t she see that she took my private space from it. I sighed and:

“Ahaha! Leopardkit, you’re face is close to mine! Are you trying to study to confess the tom you like?” I laughed…But i knew that it was fake laugh i got. I wonder it why she did that?!

“I rea- Oh yeah! yeah! I’m trying to testing on you” She said with akward voice. I wondered why she that?

“Well alright. Go on and play with others!” I said to her with left. “Oh my, why she did that?” I mumbled to it and i accidently crushed a kit that who was so smaller to me.

“Hey you mouse-brained Peachkit! Look when you are going somewhere!” The kit who got angry at me was Wishkit’s younger brother Thistlekit, of course he was older than me.

“I-I’m sorry!” I said with crying tone. I knew that i always get cry when someone gets angry at me…I sobbed as always.

“You mouse-brained! I bet you don’t have a head.”

“I’m sorry Thistlekit!” I yelled,yet can’t holding my tears. Then I saw Cyclone hitting Thistlekit’s head.

“Don’t do it! Peachkit doesn’t deserves being hated by someone!” Cyclone hit Thistlekit’s head..Is Cyclone has been protective like this?

“Hey you old hag! Don’t hit me like that!” Thistlekit hissed at the weird old tom…Oh my- I don’t want them to fight tho…

“H-Hey? Can you all two stop fighting…” I asked nicely to the both toms. I really need to relax.

“Shut your muzzle Peachkit!” These two weird toms yelled at me. Oh no…Here it comes, I ran both of them.

I probably ran out of clan camp, not that far away. I felt so stressted about the fight Cyclone and Thistlekit had.

Then i felt some foot steps, Who it could be? I:

“W-Who’s there! I am not scared of any cats.” I tried said with brave voice…But am i kidding myself? Maybe i am not brave as others think…

“Hey Peachkit? Dear, calm down it’s me. Come here and relax. Probably something felt wrong..” It was my father, Talonstripes..Good grief, I was so scared after all but i must be secretive as being always confident.

“Oh, Talonstripes,it’s you.” I said with calmish(?) voice to the large tom

“What are you doing here?” He asked to me…If i said i needed to get out, he would be mad at me…Even my mother would be angry at me, and that mouse-brained Deerstar would punish me..Oh no what’ll i do?!

“W-Well…I wanted to know how to swim!” I said to him. This is the only lie i can cover now…

“Oh really?” He said with weird voice, “Well you’ll learn son..” He pat my head. I didn’t say anything…I was neutral to my father but he really hates my older brothers but he loves me as a normal father do…I must make a note myself, if i become a father…I’ll love my kits equally.

“I guess others think i don’t have a talent,” I sighed to myself, “I’ll try to swim now!” I said to myself, since a moon passed now i was 3 moons old now…

“Here i go,” I said and i put my paw at the water, I got angry a little bit,

“Cold!” I hissed quietly, The water was cold! I shooked. But finally i tried to enter.

“Brr-” I shievered,Finally i learnt swimming. “Woahh! It feels so relaxing…” I mumbled and i heard a voice:

“Peachkit?! Peachkit where are you!” This was my mother and Elmpaw! Oh no?! I have to hide…So for that i tried to dive into the water.

I tried to hold my breath as soon as possible, i hope Elmpaw and my mother won’t see me!

“Mother- I think i found him.” I heard Elmpaw’s voice. Oh no! What am i gonna do…I’m busted.

“Peachkit!” My mom yelled, “ Get out from the water,” She said to me. Then i get out from the water. Of course my mane was wet.

“Where did you go?!” Elmpaw hissed at me, It made me felt scared- My mother glared at me with her somehow cruel eyes:

“Peachkit…Why did you left the camp?” Her judgemental looks made me feel sobbing-

“I-I am sorry! I really wanted to know how to swimming but the warriors didn’t teach me..” I sobbed, Elmpaw sighed:

“Why didn’t you told me or Crowpaw?” He asked to me…I really wanted to say: ‘You are scaring me out,big brother’ I can’t tell this what if he says something…

“I-I thought you and Crowpaw were busy…You always go to the training with you’re mentor so does Crowpaw..” I said to him, my mother came closer too me.

“First off shook the whole water from you’re fur. Secondly we’ll talk what happened today…”My mother said to me. I don’t know but…Am i really a bad kit?

“R-Right…” Elmpaw and my mother went to camp, I shook the whole fur off, and went to camp. ‘Oh no I’m in so trouble…’

I padded to the nursery while Elmpaw went to the apprentices den, My mother. Cookie, sighed:

“Peachkit…I,” Cookie sighed. “Your brother Elmpaw got so scared that you weren’t in camp. So going to river or sunningrocks without permission to you’re mother. I should gave a punishment that you will not play with others like Wishkit or Leopardkit.” She said to me, I came near to her and i sat in loaf position.

“I understand it…” I sighed, I was gonna say something until my mother cut my word off:

“I should bring the old thing…You’ll never go anywhere without you’re father’s or mine permission. Understood?” I sighed, I couldn’t go against to my mother…I love her and totally my favorite family member. I had to follow her rules and that was it.

“Yes, I accept it. Mother,” I said to her…Darn it, i felt like i could almost cry…

“I’ll be back. Stay here!” My mother gave me a warning to me as usual…Sigh, Why…

Then i looked at my paws, i quietly mumbled to my self. Then i saw Leopardkit and Wishkit, they looked at me. I tried avoid eye contact with them:

“Hey Peachkit what’s wrong?” Wishkit asked to me,I buried my face with my long fur and also my paws.

“Come on! Tell to us?” Wishkit said to me, i shooked. Then i felt the little darkforest kit at my side:

“Come on Little Peachkit…I bet we can beat mouse-brained Thistlekit then we can make him into crowfood!” The little kit whispered to me.

I sighed, yet i explained everything:

“W-Well my mother caught me when i tried to swim in river. Elmpaw was also there too.” Wishkit sat at my side, patted my head.

“She’ll forgive you for sure!” Wishkit said to me,i froze for a minute.

“I- Don’t think so…” I said to Wishkit, yet my tears rolled from my face. Leopardkit sat next to me. She licked my tears…I got a little bit embarassed. Leopardkit always acts weird around me…

“Well thank you, Leopardkit and Wishkit…” I thanked them, at least that made a little bit comfortable, Then i saw Thistlekit entering the nursery…I narrowed my eyes,

“Hah! That large kittypet got caught by his mother!” Thistlekit laughed, I tried to avoid him as soon as posssible.

“Thistlekit” I said with a serious voice for a first time, “Shut your muzzle up…” But i knew that he never stops...All i can do is now avoiding him. Yet i heard the litle darkforest kit:

“Come onnn-” He whispered to me, “I know that you hate him so much..Maybe you can kill him with your rage..”

Actually i felt like the kit was right…I could even kill Thistlekit with my long claws..

“Ha?!” Thistlekit yelled, “Are you a coward to fight with me?!” Alright i feel like…I had a huge rage at him. Before i wanted to attack him, i gave a mysterious yet weird laugh at him,

“Ahahaha..” I narrowed eyes at him, “Do you really think that i am always  weak and pathetic..” I could see Leopardkit and Wishkit’s eyes widened.

“P-Peachkit are you a-alright…” Leopardkit asked to me, I replied to the she with this words:

“Yes…I am alright already!” My eyes fired in ambition.

“P-Peach…What are you doing?!” He asked, his voice seemed akward yet scared too… I leapt at the tom, pinning him:

“A-Alright we all k-know that you are strong o-okay?!”

“Do I look like i forgive you!” I raged at him, “You are just a mouse-brained coward who scares the other innocent kits…” I dugged my claws into his chest.

“AHHH!” He yelled. “Peachkit!” Wishkit yelled to me, “Stop it!”

“Now it’s time to you’ll be the one who’s sleeping!” Before i had to bit his neck from what the little darkforest kit said, i heard footsteps and i saw my mom and Berrymuzzle:

“Peachkit!” My mother got angry, “Thistlekit!” Also Berrymuzzle angry at us too. I leapt off from the kit. Ignoring him,

My mother and Berrymuzzle come to me an Thistlekit…I guess my mother didn’t liked the action i made to Thistlekit,

“Mousebrained queen..” The little Darkforest kit sighed, while i looked at my mother:

“What happened?” My mother glared at me coldly, “Well after you grounded at me, Thistlekit laughed at my situation. I become angry and pinned him.” But Thistlekit said:

“He almost gonna bite my neck!” Thistlekit spatted at my mother, They gave me a shocked face:

“Excuse me!” I said to him, “You could stop laughing at me but you never stopped it!”

“Liar!” Thistlekit yelled at me and the tom leapt at me, he also dugged his small claws to my chest. But suprisingly it didn’t hurt that much but i only groaned.

“Hey you two stop!” My mother spoked both of us, “You two are wrong in either way…But i think you both need to be grounded.”

“M-Mother?” Thistlekit glared at Berrymuzzle, while my mother coldly stared at me, which made my fur crawl.

“I agree with Cookie.” She said to us with her unusual serious voice. “I say that you two are in so trouble. Maybe Thistlekit will be grounded too.”

“But mom!” That little mouse-brained spoked the Berrymuzzle.

“There’s no buts young tom.” Berrymuzzled spatted to Thistlekit.

“You also deserve too. Peachkit.”

Then my mother and Berrymuzzle went to share tongues, Thistlekit hissed at me:

“You mousebrain now i also got grounded too!”  Ha…I couldn’t be careless about him now.

“I don’t care you know, if you didn’t make fun of me maybe that would not been happened.” I said to the tom, he groaned and i closed my eyes and fall asleep,

In my dream, i saw a beautiful -light tabby she-cat- with dark brown stripes. I couldn’t believe that she was so beautiful…Maybe one day i might meet with her...