drama city limits?

So my ex just keeps trying to start things like I LIVE for the drama and they are starting to stress me out about it. That says a lot when something I love is starting to make things hard for me. Like I can get down with relationships and fights but they don't need to be my situation. When school drama is done, I watch internet drama unfold, I just don't get why they keep trying anymore. I've told them that we aren't going to be friends and to not talk to me and they keep doing that. I understand if they still like me but that was only because I was giving them a shit ton of attention. They have a boyfriend and keep telling said boyfriend to tell me that they still like me. I don't care if they still like me they are a narcissist and I will not live with that again. But it makes no sense, because I live for drama and would probably die if it just all stopped (like internet drama and IRL drama) and they have gotten me so overwhelmed with it that I don't really want to do anything. Like normal relationship drama that I'm not in but hearing about is amazing but the second that it's my tur to be in the situation, I fucking hate it. Before you say I get into drama for attention, take it back because I go through and make sure that nobody knows that I know. So when I say something about something that has happened people are usually surprised because they didn't think I knew anything. But I don't make drama worse I just love hearing about it and about what person said or how upset a person got. Cause high schoolers overreact all the time. But I'm starting to get upset because the drama is starting to involve me. Like Karma is coming back to me for knowing so much and living for drama, it made me a part of it. Thank Karma, should've seen it coming.