fuck this man

Bro the amount of drama that has happened is amazing. I feed off of the drama itself and without it, I feel bored and disconnected. People don't think it's possible to do that but it is. Without drama I feel like the day keeps repeating, the same things over and over again. The magical cycle continues. People don't understand why I always act like somethings wrong, because the drama and stress is gone and I feed on them. My own mom doesn't even know it's that bad. Like I seem depressed but I'm not, I'm just upset that they keep thinking that somethings wrong when I'm quiet. Sometimes I just want to be with myself and keep reading my books and watching YouTube. Some people just need to learn to leave me alone. I don't like being talked to by people that I don't like, I don't like when people I don't know sit at my lunch table or at my breakfast table. Why is that so hard for people to understand. Just I need space sometimes and that is very hard to get because people are idiots.