spider dream

so lmk what you think!!

so the dream started off with me being at some sort of event in this street (this part is a bit blurry i only remember parts of it) and there were two guys both competing against each other trying to win me over and i knew i had to make a choice i just couldn't bring myself to do it either because i didn't want to date or had feelings for both (i dont remember specifically).

i think that this means that i' stuck between two choices and i'm not sure which one i should make or if i should make one at all (which makes sense considering my situation).

so now there's a change of scenery and this guy, idk if he was one of the previous two guys but he was my love interest in this dream, a young girl (probably around 12) and a woman (idk if it was her mom or maybe mine or something else) and me wanted to go to this small island to have a relaxing vacation but to get there we have to go canoeing.

the only problem is that we have limited time to stay on the water or the island (i dont quite remember) or something bad will happen.

so at this point we start canoeing as fast as we can and when we get to this island things seem pretty normal at first.

she tells me something else but i cant remember what it was and at this point i want to leave the island and go home cuz i'm very uncomfortable with the whole thing.

keep in mind that i'm terrified of spiders, even if its a small one.

so i go looking for the other because i really want to get out but no one is there, they're all at this party or something, and as i go inside of the house/hotel the door of my moms room (there's also my mom in this dream but she didn't get there by canoeing with me) and it's covered in spiders, just regular ones.

and the dreams ends up with me killing the spiders and waking up.

so what do you think? let me know what you think!!