Small vent

My father can be a bit closed minded sometimes and although he is trying to change his outburst are still painful to watch/hear. I hate it when he becomes angry. I hate it when his misogynist side shows. I want to tell him sometimes how he makes me feel but, I am afraid to do so and cause another outburst. He may be a good father but he still has his toxic traits. I feel as though I owe him and even though I know I don't I can't shake off the feeling. Everyday I feel like I am tiptoeing around everyone. Other days though I feel like I don't care, it is a constant back and forth thing in my mind.