daily blogs #7

wow a whole week of showing how empty i am & how empty my life is. we'll keep todays blog short, mostly because acknowledging how much life sucks is too much right now. i dont know what to do or what to even want to do. theres this modern day pressure of always having plans & thinking steps ahead but im tired of thinking like that. ive never gotten to just live in the moment. thoughts of the future always seem to take my present moment & turn it into fear or anxiety. where is the life where we live together, connected to each other & to the earth. working but as a community to better our life quality as a whole & not for the benefit of the individual? so sick & tired of the individualism in this world. the life we live is so unnatural no wonder is feels like such a fairy tale, the bad kind of fairy tale.