daily blogs #4

something kept me up all night last night. i was soundly sleeping until i wasnt. when i finally managed to sleep i kept having dreams of me & my family being attacked to the point of death. it wasnt my real family but it was the real me. dream me had to go through MULTIPLE different dreams with multiple different fake families. in the first one my fake little brother gets brutally strangled infront of me. in the second one i alongside my second set of fake family was chased out by a killer w a huge knife out of the house. & in the third one he finally caught me. chillen outside of my new fake families house (which was huge btw) & he pulls up & starts bashing my head onto the frozen driveway. i dont even know what to get from this or how to even feel. i just wanted to sleep peacefully.