I've been discovering something about me lately that I thought was just a phase. Let me take you back to high school for some context. In high school I really like this guy and as I'm typing this, I realize this is the first time I've ever told someone. Congrats reader, you know something my wife doesn't. Anyway.. I was always too scared to say something then it became too late. Like a year later I was working at McDicks and one of my coworkers there actually asked me out in the walk in. Somehow without a though I told him yes. Even though there was rumors being spread about me and him and me being bullied by people for being "Gay" I was happy. Had to lie to my parents of course lol. Then his ex made him choose between him or me, he chose him. I never felt anything for a male since.
Recently one of my friends has been making me question things. He makes me feel all weird tbh. It's all confusing though because I'm still sexually attracted to my wife and I'll find other women hot too, but today at the city pool and I saw an old friend and was like that dudes hot. I'm not really sure about what's going on with me like if I was bi or something wouldn't I have noticed a long time ago? Why now too, why after I'm married and have a kid?