Diary of a dancer 5.22.2021 massive life updates (sensitive topic)

so shortly after my last post at the end of feburary i went back to work at my old job at sallys and then started getting very sick and had no idea what was happening. It turned out I got pregnant early march and i found out on april 20th and then lost it by may 4th. It's been a scary few months. I was so sick and in so much pain and still having to work through it all before i found out. when i found out i was immedately high risk and in and out of the emergency room and doctors offices up until I lost it. So I greatly appologize for totally disappearing for a while, life was a lot for a little bit and social media took a major back seat to everything else happening. 

I'm still recovering and trying to get back to normal. I ended up quitting at sallys because my manager was more concerned with getting hours covered when i was trying to save my childs life. and when i told her i lost it when i was on medical leave she insisted on me coming back sooner since i didnt need it anymore which was fucking heartless. 

It's been heart wrenching and traumatic but i have to get back up and keep pushing forward with my life. This changed so much for me though. A possiblity i was told for the last 8 years i'd never have was just put on the table. 

I'm back though, and i'm feeling a little better each day. It still hurts but i'll be okay.